Dear Me, I would like to apologise to myself for not loving me and giving myself enough grace. I'm sorry for allowing people to treat me the way that they have. I should've never let myself give in to people that didn't have my best interest in mind. I'm also sorry for abusing you mentally. I didn't allow you to be who you were and instead I blamed you for everything that went wrong. There are certain situations where I should have loved you enough to be able to protect you from them. Instead, I led you astray to situations and filled your heart with false hope which got you hurt. I'm sorry for not allowing you to heal properly and let go. I'm sorry for hurting you with permanent scars that you'll have to explain to the next person. You didn't and don't much of the abuse that you went trough mentally and physically. And I'm sorry for allowing you to go through that much pain and scarring. I promise to do better from now. To mak...
In class today, we talked about being called something that we considered offensive. Everyone in class shared their word and mine was “stupid”. I don’t know why but whenever someone calls me that, even if it’s just a joke, I get slightly triggered. I feel like just because I’m goofy or sometimes I might take longer to get things doesn’t make me stupid. After we all discussed that, we read a short narration of a boy who was called an offensive slur. The slur was the “N word” with the “er” at the end. Our assignment was to write a diary entry as if we were the narrator that had experienced that. That was pretty much all we did besides takes notes which I forgot to mention.
In class, Mr.Rease gave us a writing prompt. We had to think of a topic that we thought was overrated. The topic I went with was “wanting to fitting in”. We then had to come up with five points to go with the main topic. My subtopics were: insecure, dependent, bad clout, superficial, and temporary. Of course, we had to elaborate on those subtopics. We put them in a graph where theres a circle in the middle and the small circles extending from it. Next week we’ll turn them into essays.
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